Mr China's back

yup. he's back. went to fetch him yesterday at the airport. he looks the same lor. haha. well, it wasn't awkward as i thought. conversation flowed and no, we didn't hug/kiss when we met at the arrival gates. haha...

i feel that our connection is still there, attraction is still there (for both parties), however... i dunno... something is missing. maybe it's still the same uncertainty plaguing the both of us. or maybe the uncertainty is just only affecting me cos (maybe) he knows perfectly well wat's going on. when i asked him when he's going back to china again, he said he doesn't know. but i do know that it's for sure that he will have to go back cos he said that one of his biz ventures over there is going to start operation.

hmmm... i dun think i'm thinking too much anymore. i know this sentence sounds weird cos just this entry is solid proof that i am thinking too much. hey, i admit i'm thinking abt this r/s, but i dun think it's TOO MUCH. hey, if this is gonna be sth i can potentially get hurt from, i should at least think abt it rite? (my gosh, now it sounds like i'm overly trying to jusify myself.) (wait. is this counted as second-guessing - myself???)